The answer is i got lost.

I don't know, i don't know what i must suppose to do. The reason is ;

1. I don't open my heart, but, i opened my heart but no one try to come in, no one that can make me open my heart or i can't make someone to want come to my heart. If i can ? I don't know what i must suppose to do to make it.

2. I'm not harder enough to trying, but god doesn't give me a chance to let me try harder, i'm just too busy to keeping live my own life, but if i can, i don't what i must suppose to do.

Ada kuasa tuhan yang bekerja dalam kehidupanmu.

The answer is, it is about destiny and it's comes naturally as my personality and as humanity.

And just lets god do this own job/part, and hope that god will show to your path.

Amin

That is what god use for, to help you, to lead you .

Sudah bisa melanjutkan kehidupan saja kamu harus sudah bersyukur, bukan kamu yang mengatur kehidupan.

Kebahagiaan yang aku cari semakin tidak jelas adanya, kuliah itu untuk keselamatan, tapi ironi bukan kamu bekerja mencari uang yang kamu habiskan untuk membayar kuliah untuj jaminan jika suatu saat kamu pindah dari tempat kerjamu sekarang, itulah yang di sebut kelangsungan hidup. Bertahan hidup.

Bertahan hidup lebih baik daripada mencari penghidupan. Kelangsungan hidup.